Hey Everyone,
I lost some of you as my followers! please join me at http://www.mobe0623.blogspot.com/ There is so many wonderful things going on! I will need all the support i can get!
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Thursday, February 3, 2011
I have moved
Not sure if anyone is still following me but i am really trying to build up myself to get back into blogging.
I am leaving this blog and starting fresh....
http://www.mobe0623.blogspot.com/
Hope to see you all there....
I am leaving this blog and starting fresh....
http://www.mobe0623.blogspot.com/
Hope to see you all there....
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Happy Birthday Angels!
Wyatt Kingsley and Madyson LaBelle would be 6 years old today. Rest in peace my angels, mommy and daddy love you!
Monday, October 11, 2010
Amazing
Psalm 71:20-21Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter, you will restore my life again; from the depths of the earth you will again bring me up. You will increase my honor and comfort me once again.
How powerful is that statement! Over the weekend I soul searched and have decided that I really want to involve myself in creating a place where women and men can talk to other people that are going through the same thing. Infertility, loss of child, pregancy or infant, meanwhile finding strength and encoargement through each other and the awesome word of GOD!
I know that infertility is not something that I am very experienced in… (I stopped after 2 cycles of clomid) but what I am hoping is that through the “RESOLVE” program I will be able to help establish a local group for Denver.
The loss aspect I have been in, deeply envolved, I wish I was never brought into that club. I am here and I will never be able to get out. Why go it alone? If I can touch just one life, one time it will all be worth it.
This is the week that we remember our twins, I am tired of remembering in silence! I want to shout to the world that my Angels, Wyatt and Madyson would have been 6 years old this Thursday! I should be planning their 6th birthday parties. Yes it has been 6 years but every year on their birthday (the 14th) my heart breaks just a little as I remember their tiny faces, hands and feet that I will never again be able to hold, tickle, and kiss. How wonderful would it be to be able to share that with another mom who knows just how I am feeling.
This week I ask you all that have babies, to hold them a little tighter, tell them how much you love them (even if they don’t understand)
For those of you that are struggling with infertility I will continue to pray for your journey to parenthood. I will pray that the lord will give you strength and determination, and the guidance to build your family the way it was meant to be.
How powerful is that statement! Over the weekend I soul searched and have decided that I really want to involve myself in creating a place where women and men can talk to other people that are going through the same thing. Infertility, loss of child, pregancy or infant, meanwhile finding strength and encoargement through each other and the awesome word of GOD!
I know that infertility is not something that I am very experienced in… (I stopped after 2 cycles of clomid) but what I am hoping is that through the “RESOLVE” program I will be able to help establish a local group for Denver.
The loss aspect I have been in, deeply envolved, I wish I was never brought into that club. I am here and I will never be able to get out. Why go it alone? If I can touch just one life, one time it will all be worth it.
This is the week that we remember our twins, I am tired of remembering in silence! I want to shout to the world that my Angels, Wyatt and Madyson would have been 6 years old this Thursday! I should be planning their 6th birthday parties. Yes it has been 6 years but every year on their birthday (the 14th) my heart breaks just a little as I remember their tiny faces, hands and feet that I will never again be able to hold, tickle, and kiss. How wonderful would it be to be able to share that with another mom who knows just how I am feeling.
This week I ask you all that have babies, to hold them a little tighter, tell them how much you love them (even if they don’t understand)
For those of you that are struggling with infertility I will continue to pray for your journey to parenthood. I will pray that the lord will give you strength and determination, and the guidance to build your family the way it was meant to be.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Very Short Post but a good one
WE GOT A HOUSE!!!!!! MOVE IN DATE DECEMBER WHOO HOOO ANSWERED PRRAYERS... I WILL POST THAT STORY LATER
Thursday, September 30, 2010
A little insight
Begin today! No matter how feeble the light let it shine as bet it may. The world may need just that quality of light which you have.
I found this saying on a sisters desk calander that my sis got me for Christmas this last year. While some people may see that it means nothing except be yourself. I am looking a little deeper into it, bringing it into infertility. I can see it meaing 2 things, hope and help.
Here is the hope aspect- No matter how feeble the light let it shine. Even if you have just a small sliver of hope left let it shine, and it will grow! I know that when our hopes and dreams are crushed it is hard to stand back up but we always do because we are meant to be moms, I think of this as a way to prepare myself for the challenges of motherhood. Remember what your teachers and parents always said… If at first you don’t succeed… try try again. Right.. I know that there is a lot more that goes into infertility and I know that it is easier said then done to pick up the pieces after a failed IVF, IUI, clomid cycle or even a failed adoption…( I may not have been in those exact shoes persay but I have many friends that have while I will never truly understand I can respect the feelings) after 10 cycles of trying to have Baby #2 and 1 failed clomid cycle.. knowing that we will go no further then medication- no IUI, no IVF I have a hard time keeping my hope as well, but what hope I do have I let shine! (most of the time)
2nd Aspect Help- When I was 6 years old my mom married a man who was very abusive, when I was older and trying to challenge God asking him “WHY DID YOU LET THIS HAPPEN!” While I know that God himself did not allow this, he gave me the strength to get through it. While it has taken me many years to understand that I was put in that position to help other people who are dealing with that situation. I volunteer at a women and children center, where we help women and their children get out of abusive situtions. It helps me deal with it “The world may need just that quality of light which you have.” So reading and commenting on each others blogs, and hoping and praying right along with you that is the light that we all need to get through our everyday struggles.
I guess what I am getting at is that the things that we deal with today will help us get through tomorrow.
I found this saying on a sisters desk calander that my sis got me for Christmas this last year. While some people may see that it means nothing except be yourself. I am looking a little deeper into it, bringing it into infertility. I can see it meaing 2 things, hope and help.
Here is the hope aspect- No matter how feeble the light let it shine. Even if you have just a small sliver of hope left let it shine, and it will grow! I know that when our hopes and dreams are crushed it is hard to stand back up but we always do because we are meant to be moms, I think of this as a way to prepare myself for the challenges of motherhood. Remember what your teachers and parents always said… If at first you don’t succeed… try try again. Right.. I know that there is a lot more that goes into infertility and I know that it is easier said then done to pick up the pieces after a failed IVF, IUI, clomid cycle or even a failed adoption…( I may not have been in those exact shoes persay but I have many friends that have while I will never truly understand I can respect the feelings) after 10 cycles of trying to have Baby #2 and 1 failed clomid cycle.. knowing that we will go no further then medication- no IUI, no IVF I have a hard time keeping my hope as well, but what hope I do have I let shine! (most of the time)
2nd Aspect Help- When I was 6 years old my mom married a man who was very abusive, when I was older and trying to challenge God asking him “WHY DID YOU LET THIS HAPPEN!” While I know that God himself did not allow this, he gave me the strength to get through it. While it has taken me many years to understand that I was put in that position to help other people who are dealing with that situation. I volunteer at a women and children center, where we help women and their children get out of abusive situtions. It helps me deal with it “The world may need just that quality of light which you have.” So reading and commenting on each others blogs, and hoping and praying right along with you that is the light that we all need to get through our everyday struggles.
I guess what I am getting at is that the things that we deal with today will help us get through tomorrow.
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
PTSD
A really serious post all though in time it will end with good news.
PTSD
Post-traumatic stress disorder is a type of anxiety disorder. It can occur after you've seen or experienced a traumatic event that involved the threat of injury or death.
My husband is suffering from this, mainly from his time spent in combat zones, it has put a big time mountain in our path to happiness, while I will stand behind him and help him climb the mountain when he doesn’t feel like he has the strength. It is a battle that he will have to battle mainly alone but the support aspect I will be there for him.
https://health.google.com/health/ref/Post-traumatic+stress+disorder
This is a link to information on PTSD.
PTSD
Post-traumatic stress disorder is a type of anxiety disorder. It can occur after you've seen or experienced a traumatic event that involved the threat of injury or death.
My husband is suffering from this, mainly from his time spent in combat zones, it has put a big time mountain in our path to happiness, while I will stand behind him and help him climb the mountain when he doesn’t feel like he has the strength. It is a battle that he will have to battle mainly alone but the support aspect I will be there for him.
https://health.google.com/health/ref/Post-traumatic+stress+disorder
This is a link to information on PTSD.
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